I refused to do more than more or less make-out with someone. I won't have some weird perverts seeing me do anything that I'd prefer to do with any future partner. We all have our lines.
God. The sad part is that one time before Dylan showed up I did get to kiss a girl. Honestly due to timing I could have been dating her instead of him but he was new and different.
Wait, you think romantic love is irrational? I guess that makes sense? Romantic love takes up a ton of time. Plus it might be problematic if a bunch of soldiers couldn't stop falling in love. I still don't mind the drama though it's kinda fun seeing if I can make him blush.
He keeps making me blush and obviously I can't let him get away without returning the favor.
Maybe, or maybe not. What is irrational is the way that feeling makes a person behave. You've already said so yourself! More than that, of course, is that such strong attachment means we might be in danger of placing something before our duty to the Emperor. And we can't have that, now can we?
[ Of course, that's a joke, seeing as his Legion did exactly that. But that was for the sake of loyalty to their Primarch and their own pleasure, not the topic at hand. ]
Still, no one who has dwelled within the Eye of Terror as long as I have has any right to speak of irrationality as a failing. Our very existence is insanity at its core. No, whatever the form our emotions take, the only virtue that exists is to embrace them fully - without the shackles of restraint or logic. I hope you weren't expecting to hear me say otherwise!
Seems to me that didn't exactly work out. But yeah you're right. There is a kind of nonsense that happens. I can't figure it out.
I'm glad you didn't. I didn't expect it either given some of your own views. I'm still trying to figure out how to act on my feelings without spooking him. I honestly think at some point someone made him feel like he wasn't worth their time or whatever. He hasn't wasted mine at all.
I'm not sure I could do logical anyways. I'm a bit too chaotic when left to my own devices. I think some part of me gets bored and then I start getting ideas.
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God. The sad part is that one time before Dylan showed up I did get to kiss a girl. Honestly due to timing I could have been dating her instead of him but he was new and different.
Wait, you think romantic love is irrational? I guess that makes sense? Romantic love takes up a ton of time. Plus it might be problematic if a bunch of soldiers couldn't stop falling in love. I still don't mind the drama though it's kinda fun seeing if I can make him blush.
He keeps making me blush and obviously I can't let him get away without returning the favor.
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More than that, of course, is that such strong attachment means we might be in danger of placing something before our duty to the Emperor. And we can't have that, now can we?
[ Of course, that's a joke, seeing as his Legion did exactly that. But that was for the sake of loyalty to their Primarch and their own pleasure, not the topic at hand. ]
Still, no one who has dwelled within the Eye of Terror as long as I have has any right to speak of irrationality as a failing. Our very existence is insanity at its core.
No, whatever the form our emotions take, the only virtue that exists is to embrace them fully - without the shackles of restraint or logic.
I hope you weren't expecting to hear me say otherwise!
<a.dyer>
I'm glad you didn't. I didn't expect it either given some of your own views. I'm still trying to figure out how to act on my feelings without spooking him. I honestly think at some point someone made him feel like he wasn't worth their time or whatever. He hasn't wasted mine at all.
I'm not sure I could do logical anyways. I'm a bit too chaotic when left to my own devices. I think some part of me gets bored and then I start getting ideas.