It means you're a killer, Annie - as I am, and as Eridanus is. There is nothing wrong with that.
There's no reason you cannot be a friendly killer, either. Personally, I've always found that when one embraces their heart's desire, the counterfeit pieces of their person fall away on their own. Like a worm crawling from its cocoon as a butterfly, or perhaps a child losing their teeth - there is no need to rush something that will happen naturally with time. Freedom is as simple as pursuing what feels right and releasing what does not.
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There's no reason you cannot be a friendly killer, either. Personally, I've always found that when one embraces their heart's desire, the counterfeit pieces of their person fall away on their own. Like a worm crawling from its cocoon as a butterfly, or perhaps a child losing their teeth - there is no need to rush something that will happen naturally with time.
Freedom is as simple as pursuing what feels right and releasing what does not.