<a.dyer>

I know my own traumas run deep. I can barely go two weeks between my own problems without something causing me to feel unsettled. I've lost track of how much sleep I have lost. I don't really want someone to go through the same "funk" I fall into. It's the worst. I can't say you're wrong. I get so frustrated that I want to scream sometimes. It feels like I'm constantly trying to figure out how many steps ahead I have to think. It sucks. Now I have this mental image of you shoving some overly heroic over the top fop over the edge of some stairs or whatever. Because they monologued about how bad something was. Seriously. Don't monologue. Just do the thing.